Monday, June 23, 2008

June 23 - Writing to Learn?

Writing to learn? What a concept. I found myself very engaged in Don and Sherrie's diagram of Writing to Learn (versus writing to communicate). The discussion really got my brain working and wondering about how I should change old attitudes about writing. It was exciting to consider writing as a means to learning WITHOUT BEING HELD ACCOUNTABLE FOR GRAMMAR AND FORMAT ACCURACY! Wow. Case in point: my father was a journalist and an excellent writer. I still remember him gently and sometimes not so gently, tearing apart my writing as he looked for grammatical problems. He was trying to build my skills but all I remember was feeling like a failure. He tried to point out positives, but all I remember was my sense of inadequacy. My dad (the expert!) spent more time rebuilding my work than finding any redeeming value in my message. My experiences directly point out the problems with focusing TOO much on structure without developing a sense of confidence in the development of a message. With that in mind, imagine my epiphany moment as I realized that I am fundamentally a product of the problems that occur when there is an over emphasis on structure! I have had that approach so ingrained in me that I find it difficult to rewire my thoughts about the way to approach writing. But rewire I must. Wonderfully, I find myself excited about this rewiring I find happening in my head. In fact, just like when I have seen a great movie I want all my friends to see, I want to tell every teacher I know about this great way to view the teaching of writing. The good thing about my previous teaching is that since I was not actually an LA teacher, no great damage was caused by my ignorance. The great thing about future teaching is that even though I do not teach LA, I can be a more positive influence in the development of m students writing skills!

6 comments:

Chris said...

Amen!

bev_a said...

I love that term rewire! That is just what I need to do when it comes to conventions! So we can rewire together!!

marlene barnard said...

Merrilee, I totally agree with your excitement about wanting to tell other teachers about what we are learning in this class. I sure feel a disconnect between what I teach and the need to incorporate writing as a learning process. I think this class is so practical! I enjoy learning through doing, but also seeing and adapting the writing strategies to my grade level.

Sue said...

great story about your dad - well-meaning, but not helping you gain the confidence you needed from someone you respected.

Kris said...

I love the comment that since you don't teach LA you didn't screw up too many kids:) I think I screwed up a few, but now I am also rewiring my brain to change.

Lois said...

What a meaningful story you tell about your experiences with your father. And of course he only meant to help you be a better writer. We are all products of those who wanted to help. Thank goodness you still have the courage to write and teach!